so umm..I'm 21 now (Yay) and I haven't done much anything lately. other then just by playing video games?

I apologize that I haven't shared anything. or by being active, especially on newgrounds which is the only website that I should be active at. I know it's embarrassing (sorry about that!).
it's just that I like to draw without showing it to anyone. and that helps me being calm without getting more anxious. it only happens when I think alot if you guys might like it or not. and I just can't control that unfortunately.
but this time. I may just upload something here and hide immediately. and not to look at those numbers I think that's the way. hopefully.
maybe it's a feeling about being...

Lost?
A feeling of being in fear and anxiety.
is it the reason why I keep thinking to not post my stuffs? ...Anyway!
But hey! thank you all so much for your support and for the 140 Fans on Newgrounds! you guys are the greatest and it means a lot to me. and again, sorry that I haven't posted anything on this site. so yeah, thank you. and forgive me please !?

and thanks for the supporter gift from @Webtoon. your apology is accepted lol
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my latest arts will be uploaded soon. it's not a lot but few of them. and I might include them in here --->